i would be only glad to always feel your
overwhelming absence instead of anybody
else's shallow presence..even if they are
just dogs eating out of my extended hand
tending to your every selfish need.

walk into me. intuitively step into the void
where my beating heart once dwelt, occupying
this space with someone else's time.

we climbed to depths immesearable, undefined
defying time's linear nature and firmly
establishing her as a cubed function.

i used to write my poetry across your physics
books, because it's only words.

catalysis of
feelings long suppressed produce a naked
version of my mind as it has always
been...caressed by raw emotion.

and i am so much lighter now, unburdened of
my hope,undone, done wrong, wrongly accused
of giving not enough(in such big parts?)

as a reminder of days past
i hold your absence dear,
and scorn my absent heart.