| Sat, Aug 19, 2006. Am i realy back to this? | |
today sucked. i was so dazed. i cried 1/2 the day. i talked to him nothing came of it. i still feel miserable. shit, i dont even think i have the energy to dance today.
i never DO THIS. HELLO! I DONT WRITE THIS SHIT down ever! its past, its past me. why in fuck am i doing this now?
i wanted to stay home this weekend cause the owners are out, but its not sunny. so i didnt get a tan. Rhea came to pick up the pooh bear.
----i really should dance. tomorrow ill def dance cause i wont wake up crying. i never hated my body as i do right now. i am really, a happy confident person. until today. |
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