| Wed, Nov 10, 2004. when am i ever going to start doing some work? |  | blah |
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| so i haven't done much work in the past 3 weeks or so, whihc presents as a problem considering i have 3 exams next week. wed-epidimiology, thur-immunology, friday-anatomy II. it's funny b/c unlike undergrad where my preoccupation with the election would have resulted in a bad grade, now i feel this responsibility to really learn this stuff considering the fact that eventually my lack of knowledge of anatomy could have an adverse effect on someone's life...but i just can't seem to get out of this obsession with damn election. and i'm sick. and i have absolutely no desire to study. i just want to read my leftist news and bitch about the election to anyone who will listen. what the hell am i doing at penn as as md/phd student if all i seem to care about is politics...you see, this whole thing has much bigger implications for me since it's causing a lot of self inflection and soul searching. maybe that's why i can't seem to get my mind off of it. or maybe i just needed a distraction. who knows. |
